I hope your happy... You got through my wall... You made me feel the lowest person on earth ... I cant belive  trusted you with everything ... If i could i woul take it all back in a heart beat ... Just gose never let down ur wall ull just get hurt ... I know i wasnt no where near perfect ... I tryed to hard to make u happy...

1 month left tell hes free ... free to roam the streets... when that month is up so if my saftey ... i will be afriad to even leave the house ... i think the monster should not even be aloud to roam the streets ... if i had it my way he would be locked up forever ... i know when he gets out he will be mad ... i will regret...

i heard the screams i heard the crys ... there was nothing i could do ... i coulnt stop him ... if i even tryed ... so i just sat there ... there was no way i could block them out ... i felt so hopeless ... now thats its done and over with .... i want all the pain and memorys to fade away ... fade away like it was a bad dream...