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bored 19 October 2009 10:50 PM - 0 comments

well here i am again!! bored to death at my apartment doing nothing at 5:36 am cant sleep ran out of arizonas and cokes and popcorn!!! ive seen about 4 movies now and i still cant sleep i wonder what my friends r doing??? they probably r sleeping! or some of them r getting ready for work or school! i need to get a job so i have something to do!! or go to the gym or something that gets me tired and makes me sleep at night!!  i need a beer!!
has anyone ever had to much beer that u start to see things that arent there??? i wonder how many people have died by drinking to much in one night??

THIS PAIN I HOLD WITHIN 19 March 2009 5:13 PM - 0 comments

ive never felt so alone
so left in the deep nothing
its just as it whas 6 years ago
only shallow dreams and shallow
expectations with every girl
ive been with not one filled the
gap just like she did the first
time we kissed it whas so
beautiful that all my problems
just went away in to the dark
deep abiss i whas in for the last
past part of my life and now that
shes gone who will help me escape
this deep dark abiss im in?
its all come so clear in some way that
maybe my destany is to be locked
deep inside my self with all this love,
 hate and screams for help
for all my life just like i whas lots of years
before ...
what have i done to deserve this ?
i was nothing but honest, loving
and faithful for so long that all i
got whas betrayel, unfaithfulnes
and pain , so what am i to do
now? i see the chance to start
something new but all i see
is shallowenes deep inside their
eyes. i hate myself for not beeing man enogh
to take a chance at love again
im sick of my self for beeing this way
......some thing tell me i should
just be the way i whas
before all this shit happend
prettending every thing whas ok
and just going along with every
chance i get and be the bastard
i whas many many years ago
that i paid for in a very fucked up
way that maid me be the amn i am
but fuck if im am the way i am now
all i get is betrayel and dumped 4
another ass hole that dosnt see
women the  way they have to be
seen or treated like ... life is just
not fair


fuck my selfalt

THE WEIRDEST DREAM EVER 18 March 2009 9:28 AM - 2 comments

i had the most weird dream, ok so i whas like in school
with all my freinds when all of my friends open
an icebox and guess whats in it? beer!! yea beer!
but i whas like wtf im at school! so i just went
along withoght a clue of whats going on
when suddenly on of my old girlfriends(karen) shows up
and stars asking me how have i been and i whas like yea
im great as can u see im having some beers with some
friends and shes like you bever change do you?
and shes like ok ill get out of your hair  hope to see and talk 2
you soon and im like ok then bye take care,
so i go back with my friends  and guess who is there
another one of my ex girlfriends(grace) and shes like
hey you sed you would call me and im like fuck im sorry
but i cant remember when i sed id call u and shes like yea
you told me and im loike ok im sorry and shes like thats ok
and i can see your ok and like having lots of fun like always
and youl never chance will u still dirnking like always
and well she left i cant remember in what time she left she just wasnt there
anymore but all of the sudden im in a nother part of school
with some friends and there is a set of stairs and i look over and
theres my other ex girlfriends!(dora) and im like hey dora how r u and she like im ok
how r u and the tipical convo and well she starts asking me about my last ex girl
and im like she got married cuz she  got pregnant a half a month later that
she dumped me and shes like shut up no she didnt and im like yea 4 real and out
of the nothing shes gone and im back with my friends talking about nothin(i cant remember
what we were saying) and well i whas like going to leave and when all
of the suddon my last ex girl friend apears(ERIKA THE LOVE OF MY LIFE OR SO I THOUGHT)
and well she says ready to go and im like where and she says you told me to come for you
at nine pm and im like o yea ! and i greabes my jaket and my backpack and we leave
and we are walking and laghing our asses of i cant remember about what and the all of the suddon
she says im going to carry u and im like ok and shes carrying me  and we are like falling and we fall
and she says im sorry and im like im ok are you ok ? she says its ok and all of the sudden
shes gone and im alone in a dark street and theres only a dead end and i dont know what to make of
it and im like wtf and i turn around and there is nothing absolutly nothing its all dark and
there is no noise or anything im whas in the nothing ....... ok so up until now
im still trying to know what this dream ment , does anyone know or can try to tell me
what it mean????


stay sick fuckers
psycho crowalt

TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO GIVE A FU&% 11 December 2008 10:07 PM - 1 comments

WELL IM GOING TO MY HOME TOWN
YO SEE MY MOM AND DAD SO I DONT KNOW WY
BUT ALWAYS SHEN IM OVER THERE
I DONT GET ON LINE, NOT EVEN FOR AN HOUR
I PREFER TO GO SKATING OR TO GO CRUISE
IN MY CAR OR SOMETHING ELSE RATHER THAN
TO BE INSIDE MY HOME ON MY LAPTOP SO IM
SORRY TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT ALWAYS COME TO ME FOR HELP
OR JUST TALK TO ME CUS .. WELL JUST WHANT TO TALK LOL
I THANK YOU ALL AND IM SORRY THAT I WONT BE ON LINE IN
A WHILE BUT YOU CAN ALL LEAVE ME MSGS AND WHEN I GET BACK I WILL
ANSWER TO YOU ALL DONT DOUDT THAT I AM A MAN OF MY WORD SO
HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT XMAS AND HAPPY NEWYEAR OK!!!


STAY SICK AND HAVE LOTS OF FUN OK
GET WASTED AND DO STUPID SHIY LOL
I KNOW I WILL LOL

THINGY!! 4 December 2008 2:11 PM - 0 comments

SIX THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. cried - NO
2. had fun - HELL YEA
3. been kissed - NA
4. felt stupid - ALL MY LIFE
5. talked to an ex - I WISH
6. missed someone - ALWAYS MY EX

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. fallen in love- YEA
2. kissed someone of the same sex - NOP
3. hooked up with someone who had a gf/bf - YEA
4. been to a bonfire - EVEN JUMPED IT
5. ran away from home - ALMOST
6. played strip poker - YEA
7. pulled an all nighter - EVREY WEEKEND

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU:
1. believe in god - WHOS THAT
2. had a dream come true - MY EX
4. get enough sleep everyday - NOT REALLY
5. have a best friend - THREE
6. take showers daily- YEA
7. wish on stars - NOP

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. FAMILY

2.FRIENDS
3.I PHONE
4. CIGARRETS
4. MONEY
5. BEER
6. VODKA
7.BED

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. do you like anyone - YEP
2. does someone like you -I DONT KNOW
3. last kiss - REAL KISS TWO MONTHS AGO
4. been lead on - YEA
5. been cheated on - YEA
6. want a relationship - YEP
7. want to get married - Someday

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. BEER CANS
2. EMPTY VODKA BOTTLES
3. EMPTY CIGARRETE BOXES
4. BOOTS
5. CLOTHES
6. BED(IF YOU CAN FIND IT)
7.SKATEBOARD

NINE THINGS ABOUT YOU
1. are you single - YEA
2. are you happy about that - NOP
3. are you bored - NOP
4. are you sad - SOME TIMES
5. are you Italian - NOP
6. are you in school - NOT RIGHT NOW
7. are you cool - IM POPULAR BECOUSE I DRINK A LOT
8. are you english - NOP
9. are your parents still married - YEA

TEN FACTS
1. intials - WGDMCC
2. nicknames - CROW-BOONEY-CUBAN-MR. NEWS-PSYCHO-CANT REMEMBER THEM ALL
3. birth place - NOGALES ARIZONA
4. skin color - LIGHT BROWN
5. eye color - DARK BROWN
6. birthday - 10 AUGUST
7. mood - NEED A BEER
8. favorite color - BLACK
9. tall or short - MEDIUM

TEN THIS OR THAT?
1. love or lust - LOVE
2. hard liquor or beer - BEER
3. cats or dogs - DOGS
5. television or internet - INTERNET
6. pepsi or coke - COKE
7. wild night out or romantic night in -ROMANTIC NIGHT IN
8. money or happiness - HAPPINES
9. night or day - NIGHT
10. AIM or phone - phone

TEN HAVE YOU EVERS
1. been caught sneaking out - NOPE
2. Stolen something - YEA
3. done something you regret -NOP I ENJOY EVERY MOMENT IN MY LIFE
4. bungee jumped - SOME DAY
5. scuba dived - NA
6. finished an entire jaw breaker - NEVER
7. hated someone - YEA
8. wanted an ex bf/gf back - YEA :(
9. cried because you lost a pet -YEA
10. wanted to disappear - SOME TIMES

TEN PREFERENCES IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. smile or eyes - EYES
2. light or dark hair - DONT MATTER
3. hugs or kisses - both
4. shorter or taller - I DONT CARE
5. personality or attraction - personality
6. hook up or relationship - relationship
7. trust or love - both
8. long distance or close - close
9. call or text - call
10.older or younger - YOUNGER

TEN LASTS
1. last phone call you made - A CAB
2. last phone call you received -SIS
5. last person you tackled - MY BRO
6. last person you thought of - ITS A SECRET
8. last person you hugged - I CANT REMEMBER
9. last person/ thing you missed - MY EX.... MY BOARD
10. last person who told you they loved you out loud - MY EX

THE BEAUTIFUL GIRL I MET 10 November 2008 8:47 AM - 1 comments

I MET THIS BEAUTIFUL SKINNY BROWN EYED GIRL WITH WHITE SKIN
AND THE BEST PART IS THAT SHE REAL FUNNY AND SHE HAS A REAL
GOOD SENCE OF HUMOR  AND JUST YESTERDAY SHE KISSED ME LOL
AND I WHAS LIKE WOW!!!!alt AND WELL I DONT KNOW WHAT WE ARE
GOING FROM WHAT HAPPEN BUT HEY THE THING IS THAT SHE GETS
ME AND SHE DOSNT THINK I SHOULD CHANGE IN ANY WAY SHE EVEN
SAYS THAT IM THE COOLEST PERSONE SHES MET (I DONT KNOW WHY)
..... O WELL LETS SEE WERE THIS GOES!!!!

LATER PEPS

STAY SICK

WA WA WA!!!!! 21 October 2008 10:25 PM - 0 comments

hey peps!!!!

its me again lol and guess what ???

im drunk!!!!! lol its 5:15 am here where i live

and mmm well im just mmmmm hey fuck it

im going to sleep!!!!

SINCE THE DAY OF DEATH 16 October 2008 10:12 PM - 0 comments

SO WHATS UP PEOPLE???

WELL  I RESSENTLY FOUND OUT THAT WELL MY EX REALLY LOVES THE FUCKER AND WELL

SO IM REALLY HEART BROCKEN LOL SO !!! BUT HEY ILL LIVE JUST LIKE MY GRANDFATHER

ALWAYS TOLD ME ....."PAIN IS WEEKNES LEAVING THE BODY"..... AND ILL ALWAYS LIVE BY

THOSE MORALS CUZ IF YOU CANT KILL IT MAKE IT TRUST U UNTIL YOU CAN EAT IT

ALIVE LOL MY GRANDFATHER WHAS A REAL COOL GUY I  REALLY MISS HIM LOL

I REALLY MISS THE WAY HE ALWAYS SCREAMED AT ME JUST FOR DOING SOMETHING WRONG LOL

....."GODDAMN BILLY THE FUCKING WINDOW IS STILL DIRTY!!!!!!!" LOL OR SHIT LIKE THAT

BUT WELL LIFE GOES ON  THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES ME KEEP GOING ON IS THAT

MARINES DONT DIE THEY JUST REGROUP IN HELL LOL THATS WHAT MY GRANDFATHER

ALWAYS TOLD ME LOL HE WAS REALLY CRAZY LOL BUT IN A COOL WAY SO LETS

KEEP ON  AND LETS LIVE A LIFE FULL OF FUCKING SHIT AND FIGHT UNTIL

IT KILLS ME LOL (THATS GOING TO BE SOON CUZ I DRINK A LOT LOL)

SO STAY SICK PEOPLE

 

THE MOST FUCKED UP DAY IN MY LIFE 23 September 2008 12:59 PM - 2 comments

IT ALL STARTED THIS MORNING WHEN MY SISTER CALLS ME , AND TELLS ME MY GRANDPATHER JUST DIED

AND IM LIKE WHAT!!! HES MY HERO AND WELL HE DIED IM REALLY GOING TO MISS HIM AND THEN HOUR LATER

I FIND OUT MY GIRL BROACK  UP WITH ME JUST TO GET WITH THIS OTHER DUDE AND WHE BLAMED ME THAT

I WHAS CHEATING ON HER WHEN I DID NOTHING LIKE THAT I LOVED HER  AND WELL THAT REALLY BROACK MY HEART MORE

BUT FUCK HER ..... IM RALLY GOING TO MISS MY HERO!!!!alt

GUESS WHAT PEOPLE ???? 12 September 2008 2:46 PM - 0 comments

I JUS BROACK UP WIT MY GIRL CUZ AHE THINKS  WHAS CHETING ON HER LOL  AND WELL THATS IT

AND NOW THAT I THINK OF IT I WOULD HAVE DONE IT CUZ WE WERE GOING TO SPLIT UP ANYWAY LOL

I PASSED UP SOME REALLY NICE CHANCES LOL BUT HEY I  LOVED MY GIRL VERY MUCH :( BUT HEY HER LOSS

 

LATER MY PEPS

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