for any of my friends who care enought to wonder where i've been or what happened to me, i got caught sneaking on the computer.. well, idk.. it was more "ratted out" than actually "caught"... but yesh.. as some of you know, i'm supposed to be banned from the computer, so when my mom found out i knew the code, it was changed, and any chance for forgiveness for past deeds was lost, and i'm totally depressed now because the friends i've met on yaba since i've joined have been absolutely wonderful, and i feel like i'm never going to be able to have that with you all again.... the only way i'm writing this now is because my sister left the comp signed on when she went to school today, and my mom is out real quick to go giver her lunch b/c she forgot it......

but anyhow.... OMG i'm going to miss you all sooo much =(

maybe, here and there i'll be able to get on, like this now, and you guys can leave me some love... messages, comments, whatever... let me know i'm not being forgotten... XOXO

<3 Samantha