It's true love when things like this happen!!

Maybe this will help you understand me that tiny bit more.

What are the main things you consider to be you?

Well i consider myself a country boy living in a small town who is shy. I'm relativity  nice towards most people weather i know them or not. I'm a strong willed person who isn't shy to point his opinions. People might not like what i say, but it would be the same if someone else said it to you. I don't take things personally and i can handle a joke. I have a weird style of dry humor that people more consider as random and weird, but i am who i am. I try to think of the bright side of life, as hard as it is. I like a whole range of music, rock, screamo, and heavy metal are my main outlets. I'm not a huge fan of rap, but i do listen to it, mainly the music you can grove to. I like country, a little pop. But one of the biggest thing you can get to know about with me, is i use poetry and lyrics as my outlet of my feelings, troubles and pain. Not only that mostly stuff that alot of people these day can relate to. I like to help people, just listening can help more than anything. I'm a loving heart that people want to shatter.


Relationships?

Why date someone if you have no interest in letting it become a life long relationship?

Well it's not offen i tend to get into any relationships, mainly because of the past things that have happened in my relationships. I don't consider having a relatationship that's only going to be 1 month or longer. I call it short flings than end most of the time with broken friendships, I'm waiting for the one that i know i can live my life with. I know not all realtionships work out, but i don't want to be in this situation, not once or ever. Yes i do like people, there are about two chicks around my town that i like. But i'm not going to do anything about it, not going to ask them out, because they're most likely going to reject me, which is the luck i have. But if they like me then they need to show some signs they like me, like saying hello and starting an convo with me, this sounds inroance because i should be doing the same thing. But i will say i can live without relationships. I'm not trying to be rude or up rightious, i just don't wanna be in drama all the time. I like to be left alone alot of the time, which hints the reason i listen to music when i'm down town.
Most weekends you can find me at the video shop, an social environment  that i am free to chat to anyone.

Rumors?

LOL rumors can kiss my ass, I haven't yet heard a rumor about me that is true.
If they're trying hurt me or make me look bad, then i don't really care.
These rumors i hear just make me laugh to be truthful, most people would hide at home or leave town because they're embarrassed .
But i can say one thing, it's pathetic that people consider rumors true when they havent even asked me about it.

Smoking and drinking?

Well i'm not going to judge people if they decide to drink or smoke, even both. Because that's being a hipercrite. But i can say that as you get older thing start to change, once you get into the real world you can't always be the college drunk every weekend. The most i can say is look after yourself, learn after each night and don't force or let anyone else force you over the limit your body can take. Vommiting isn't cool.

I have my reasons to smoke, and i don't drink much.